your flashing my way.i flashing by like a satellite. im guessing it was the first name she thought of...used to go by KB. cuz i thought it was cool. my name makes me.when its brought up.eyebrows raise.from excitment or anger.i got haters.not sayin it like "oh i think im cool && these hoes hatin on me"...but literAlly.i think some pple really hate me.is it because of my personailty.maybe my hoe-ish ways.lol.i dont know nor give a flip.oh yeah.back to this infamous name.....it fits me.no person could ever look at my name and put me in any sort of catigory before meeting me...see my face then judge.
my mom loves me more.thats what i have always told myself...
should a person have to tell themself that?
but anyway.back to the name.ugrh i keep fallin off track....i often do that at times.oh but its okay.
my life has been sort of a struggle lately..eversince i "got grown"..."kyle fast" as i have often heard....is it true? nah i dont think so....has anyone ever cursed your name? not a good feeling. ever had people speak to you and just be so fake to the point it makes you sick.i do it....dont get it? you probably never will.....
.does my name make me the person i am.....or does the person i am make my name.
would i be KYlE if my name was not kyle? would i be KYlE if i did not wear braclets?
would i be KYlE if Kim wasn't the way she was? would i be KYlE if i made straight A's?
would i be KYlE if i didnt have looks? would i be KYlE if i didnt have a unique sense of style?
would i be KYlE if i understood everything? would i be KYlE 
if i didn't say..."i don't get it"?
if i didn't say..."i don't get it"?its something i have always wondered.does it make sense....does life make sense? i want to see i want to learn.i want to love.who am i? whats my pupose?
the only thing that i know for a fact is that i am...KYlE.
thats the only thing that i know will never change........
